Been working on a few projects.. and also working on sleeping a lot.. which explains my inactivity. I'll try and up some stuff this weekend. I think I need Adderal or Ritalin.. I have no initiative or motivation and I can't concentrate on anything for sustained periods of time. I use to be able to program complex things all night long but the last year or two all my concentration has been sucked out of the back of my head with a vacuum. I think one of these days I'll just sit down and go through this whole goddamn C++ Book that's been staring at me for the past 6 months. I mean it's ridiculous.. I don't even have enough concentration to play video games anymore.. it has to be like a really badass game for me to sit down and play it. For instance.. every ID software game.. usually I sort of wander around my room.. fiddle with linux and download mp3s.. then I read for a while.. rearrange my desktop and go to sleep. I also haven't been getting ANY FUCKING sleep lately it sucks. If I start to think about sleep I get tired and I'll fall asleep where I'm sitting. I have to fight to get out of bed in the morning it sucks. I don't know why I'm typing all of this.. it's not like anyone reads it or anything.. I guess it's like self therapy. Hey anyone around here into the Digital Hardcore scene at all? I can't get enough of that shit.. go check out the new digital hardcore compilation it's great.
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dream as if you'll live forever; live as if you'll die today
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
How much of an individual is someone who doesn't exist without the clothes he or she wears?
I was asked today, "Are you a goth?" Why would anyone who so apparently despises classification climb into that box? Let me narrow my mind so it's easier for you to understand.
Goth, Punk, Sk8ter, what the fuck ever... The more devided we are into these little groups the harder it is for us to see our real enemy. If you choose to climb into a box and classify yourself as something than you might as well realize that you've bought into a stereotype and you CHOSE to be part of it.
We7wire may not be expressing this fluidly or eliquently, but he is expressing a very valid truth. You are so outraged, but why? Because it's part of your stereotype to be outraged. Goths are "fighting against stereotypes," they "try so hard to not be classified." Right. Just because one group of clones doesn't look like another group of clones doesn't mean that both groups aren't clones.
If you're a goth, why don't you analyze the music you listen to. Compare it to the music of Prepies. Compare your clothing, compare your lifestyle. Look at yourself in reverse. Look at yourself in reverse, looking at yourself in a mirror. You are manufactured and mass produced. You are what you hate.
To be a bigot one would have to hate because of race, or gender, or sexual orientation, or some other factor of such a nature. Hypocracy doesn't quality.
Still comrade, calm persuasion is better than a direct attack. What's done is done, but as the perspectives for becoming part of the independant media grow brighter it might be wise to remember the goal is not to distroy those who are still plugged in, but the machine which they are plugged in to. Though your statements may be completely accurate, those who have not felt the wire don't understand there is a decision. It is not their fault, no matter how fun it may be to blame them.
How much of an individual is someone who doesn't exist without the clothes he or she wears?
I was asked today, "Are you a goth?" Why would anyone who so apparently despises classification climb into that box? Let me narrow my mind so it's easier for you to understand.
Goth, Punk, Sk8ter, what the fuck ever... The more devided we are into these little groups the harder it is for us to see our real enemy. If you choose to climb into a box and classify yourself as something than you might as well realize that you've bought into a stereotype and you CHOSE to be part of it.
We7wire may not be expressing this fluidly or eliquently, but he is expressing a very valid truth. You are so outraged, but why? Because it's part of your stereotype to be outraged. Goths are "fighting against stereotypes," they "try so hard to not be classified." Right. Just because one group of clones doesn't look like another group of clones doesn't mean that both groups aren't clones.
If you're a goth, why don't you analyze the music you listen to. Compare it to the music of Prepies. Compare your clothing, compare your lifestyle. Look at yourself in reverse. Look at yourself in reverse, looking at yourself in a mirror. You are manufactured and mass produced. You are what you hate.
To be a bigot one would have to hate because of race, or gender, or sexual orientation, or some other factor of such a nature. Hypocracy doesn't quality.
Still comrade, calm persuasion is better than a direct attack. What's done is done, but as the perspectives for becoming part of the independant media grow brighter it might be wise to remember the goal is not to distroy those who are still plugged in, but the machine which they are plugged in to. Though your statements may be completely accurate, those who have not felt the wire don't understand there is a decision. It is not their fault, no matter how fun it may be to blame them.
Great work, keep it up.
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